"Who are you? Could you describe yourself?" I often got that question in
every interview. A question that sounds like as simple as "what is the
color of the ocean?" Just like the ocean question you might answer it
fast BLUE! Dah'... but is it really blue? are you sure? isn't it more
like green? ... Do you know that the ocean appear to be blue because
this is the color our eyes see? But actually the ocean can be many
other colors depending upon particles in the water, the depth of the
water, and the amount of skylight also blue wavelengths are absorbed the
least by the deep ocean water and are scattered and reflected back to
the observer’s eye. Not so simple anymore right? just like "who are
you?" question. I might answer I'm a cheerful, shy, witty or even mad
person but isn't people eyes different with mine? they see the blue, but
I am the particles inside... I could go rambling who I am as a person
but people see what they see. The simplest way I can answer I am who I
am, I couldn't get more correct answer than that.
So who are you? Who am I? anyone knows how to answer it? Or could
anybody help me giving me formula how to answer that correctly, so I
won't sound so obnoxious every time I tried to describe myself. Or
probably you could help? some of you knows me for more than 4 years, so I
believe you'll be a great judge.
“I know pretty much what I like and dislike but please, don't ask me who I am.”
― Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath
― Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath
Oh my, I forgot to say Hello... Hello people how are you? do life treat
you well? I hope they do... Well if you asking... I'm not in my best
shape right now, losing some weight and tired both emotionally and
physically... and yes you can blame it on the crazy exams they probably
drained all my energy and sucked all my mood. Thank God it's over. About
the result, oh well... please please do pray for me... I need many
prayers from all of you, hehehe.
Talking about who I am, there's one thing that I quite sure I am and
that is that I love to be lost in my own imagination... I just love to
wander off, go to my happy place. A place only me can visit... where I
can be anything I want. Where I could be a princess, a fairy, or even a
witch... and each of them have their own complicated stories that I
hesitate to share. I once asked what do you do when you running out of
ideas or imagination? and I answered, I have no idea what I would do,
because so far my head is full with tons of ideas and imagination and I
swear, sometimes I feel like I'm about explode anytime soon, trust me
maybe running out idea is a bad thing but having too many is also
frustrating.
And in between my crazy schedule because all exams that sucked all my
happy mood I manage to make a photo shoot. And this time is not a
fashion post like always, but this time I let you see a hint of my head,
what I do when I'm wander off. But of course this is just a super tiny
hint of what goes inside my head and I can assure you everything 100
hundred times more beautiful in my head. Ah we human... it's always our
own limitation who tormented us.
Will leave you with many words from one of my favorite poet, Sylvia Plath.
Have a good day everyone... see you soon...
“Can you understand? Someone, somewhere, can you understand me a little, love me a little?
For all my despair, for all my ideals, for all that - I love life.
But it is hard, and I have so much - so very much to learn.”
― Sylvia Plath
― Sylvia Plath