Kamis, Agustus 30, 2012

I (V.S) Myself
"I was succeed to be the worst performance of all"…

I  V.S  Myself

What happen with me? I don’t give the best performance to my opportunity in the examination today, Especially to micro teaching test. I think micro teaching is more important than Interview or Toefl Test. These are exams before be a teacher to my university annual program who called PIBA (PI Bahasa Asing)...

It’s very very make me shy. And I think I was succeed to be the worst performance of all. And the such that’s bring me impossible to be a teacher of English language for this semester.
so thanks to my fatal mistake…!! I wanna kill you!!!

Why? What’s wrong?
Do I have not a prepare before?
it’s not!!!
So why? Is it because I have not spirit today or because I didn’t sleep all night and haven’t  eaten all day?
No, Isn't!!  I couldn’t make it as an excuse...

It’s because I lost with myself!
My self is the biggest enemy in my life.
I could not control myself,
I have not been able to kill nervous in myself.
Which instantly makes me blank!
Yes This is a old disease that’s difficult for i beat...

So, there should be no complaints. Especially no regrets.
if lucky, that’s my sustenance.
but if it not my sustenance, however good my performance I'll never get it!
Never mind... :)
I was born to NEVER GIVE UP…!


Makassar, Agust 15 '12

-At My room while hearing iradio-    

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