Hasil Test !

Pagi ini, sekitar pukul 07.30-09.00 WITA ( Ruang Komputer Lt.2 )

    Masih berkutat dengan soal yang nampak pada layar komputer sambil sesekali melirik jumlah waktu yang tersisa. Seketika itu otak menjadi blank, pikiran kehilangan fokus mengetahui bahwa waktu ujian beberapa menit lagi akan selesai, sementara soal masih lumayan tidak sedikit yang belum diberi jawaban. Spontan perasaan menjadi tidak karuan, soal yang mudah menjadi sungguh terasa sulit. Sekali lagi ku coba mengambil nafas panjang sama seperti yang dilakukan diawal mengerjakan soal. Berharap tindakan itu dapat memberi ketenangan, walau hanya bisa sedikit menghilangkan ketegangan. Kemudian dengan perasaan tegang yang mulai terjinakkan, segera ku babat ceklis sana sini jawaban yang menurut saya sesuai dengan permintaan soal.

     Baru saja saya mengganti jawaban untuk pertanyaan yang tadinya sengaja dilewatkan karena jawaban yang tersedia sangat ambigo, seketika itu pula soal-soal tidak bisa dioperasikan. Komputer itu secara otomatis menutup akses jawaban, penanda waktu telah selesai. Tak terasa 90 menit telah berlalu begitu cepat. pasrah!

      Di depan mading sekolah yang terletak di lantai bawah, saya dan peserta lainnya menunggu hasil ujian di cetak dan ditempelkan di mading. tidak begitu lama untuk menunggu, hasil ujian kini telah ada tertempel di depan mata. Subhanallah, Alhamdulillah. kini telah terpampang di depan mata hasil ujian yang barusan dilakukan. Puji syukur semakin menggema dalam hati dan pikiran. Makasih ya ALLAH, atas predikat nilai tertinggi yang ENGKAU amanahkan kepada saya pada sesi ini mengungguli mereka yang bersama-sama mengerjakan soal pada pagi hari ini.

    Rasa puas tak begitu saja dibiarkan meracuni hati dan pikiran saya. Ini belumlah finish. Do'a harus tetap terus dipanjatkan kepada Sang Ilahi, berharap nilai tersebut setelah digabungkan dengan nilai-nilai ujian peserta lain pada sesi sebelumnya, tetap bertahan sebagai nilai yang dapat meluluskan saya dari tujuan diadakannya tes ini. Semoga, Aamiin!



*) Selalu, selalu dan selalu terimakasih ya ALLAH atas hari yang terlewati lagi, kemudian menjadi sejarah hidup hamba kelak. Hope, tomorrow will be better than this day!

Sunday, November 30, 2014
Before go to sleep.


"LHY"             

Alhamdulillah !

Alhamdulillah, lulus berkas dan minggu depan tes!

Mudahkanlah tiap langkahku ya ALLAH, Tegarkan Aku di kala aku tersandung.

SEMANGAT! GANBATTE!

Aksi terjun payung TNI AD !

     Hari ini adalah kali kedua TNI AD melakukan aksi terjun payung di Pangkejene-Sidrap, Sulawesi Selatan. Setelah sehari sebelumnya hanya menyaksikan pesawat yang kurang lebih sepuluh kali berlalu-lalang di ketinggian sekitar sekian meter (gak tahu berapa tepatnya) terbang rendah dari tempatku memandanginya di salah satu sisi rumah keluarga, dan terlihat tidak sedikit orang yang lompat keluar dari pesawat sembari mengibarkan parasutnya.

     Inginku hilangkan rasa penasaran dengan mendatangi langsung pada hari ini lokasi tempat mereka mendarat di daerah yang tidak jauh dari tempat tinggal. Dengan mengendarai motor sekitar pukul 08.30 WITA, aku bersama sepupu langsung menyusuri jalan raya menuju Tempat Kejadian Perkara (TKP).

     Di Jalan raya sekitar TKP, telah banyak masyarakat yang berdatangan yang sepertinya memiliki tujuan yang sama denganku. Jalan raya penuh, macet luar biasa! Pilihan terbaik adalah Parkir motor, jalan kaki. Dari arah langit yang berada di atas sawah yang membentang di seberang jalan, barulah aku menyaksikan secara langsung, secara dekat pesawat yang kembali berlalu-lalang dan mengeluarkan puluhan tentara yang segera beraksi dengan parasutnya lalu mendarat tepat tak jauh di depanku.

Detik-detik pendaratan TNI AD - membawa bendera RI

     Singkat Cerita, Kusempatkan mengabadikan moment ini dalam format video, mengambil beberapa gambar dan berfoto dengan salah satu dari mereka (TNI AD) yang sama sekali tak ku kenali. Iseng saja foto tersebut ku jadikan foto profil salah satu media sosialku (FB). Dan Lucunya, dalam hitungan menit Spekulasi muncul dari berbagai kalangan pengguna FB (haha, alay! :D)

     Mulanya aku berpikir bahwa spekulasinya akan beraneka ragam, namun ternyata spekulasinya hanya tertuju pada satu topik yang menyangka "Itu" lah dia orangnya. Haha, aku hanya tersenyum dan tak bisa menahan tawa membaca beberapa komentar mengenai foto tersebut (Sedikit kontroversial kayaknya). Mmm... maklumlah tentaranya kan cowok (ya iyalah! ^_^) selama ini belum pernah aku lihat tentara cewek! kalau polisi wanita, Banyak!

     Ku pikir, wajarlah orang-orang yang mengenaliku itu berspekulasi, berkomentar begitu. Mungkin alasannya, karena selama ini dan sampai sekarang aku masih JOMBLO! kasian bangetkan! hiks hiks (sok dramatis!). Gak tahu kenapa selama ini aku tidak pernah sempat meluangkan waktu untuk mengenal istilah "PACAR-an" (whats, sumpeh lo!) iye sumpeh! mungkin karena menurut aku, hal itu tidak ada gunanya justru banyak mudharatnya. Tapi kalau sekedar cinta dalam hati, sekedar mengagumi seseorang, pasti sebagai manusia yang masih normal dan waras pernah merasakan perasaan itu tanpa terkecuali aku juga.

     Melalui blog inilah, ku biarkan jari menuliskan kisah. Semoga segala sesuatu yang telah terjadi dalam hidupku dapat mengajarkanku mengetahui lebih banyak tentang kehidupan. Tetaplah menjadi insan yang selalu bersyukur! Makasih ALLAH, Always Love You.  ^_^

Aku -  Putra P (Tahu dari saku bajunya)

Pangkejene, Sidrap. November 19

                                                                                                                                                Konbanwa, Oyasuminasai.

                                                                                                              " Lhy "

Thats, You are My Everything !

My everything.... and the answer too of my dreams. You`r my star, my moon. My garden stars. Because You wandenderfull. Thats you are my everything.

Mama. Itu adalah sapaan yg sering ku ucapkan dikala memanggil sosok penting yg selama 9 bulan diriku berada dalam kandungannya.

Mama mungkin sangat sederhana dibandingkan dengan mama mama lain di muka bumi ini. Mama tak memiliki banyak materi yg bisa digunakan buat membahagiakan anak-anaknya. Mama tak memiliki intelektual yg tinggi buat bekal mendidik anak-anaknya. Tapi rasa cinta dan semangat yg begitu besar, hanya itu yg mama punya. Cinta itulah yg digunakan mama buat membahagiakan anak-anaknya, cinta itulah yg menghidupkan naluri kecerdasan mama sebagai seorang ibu yg digunakan dalam mendidik anak-anaknya. Semangatnya tak pernah pudar, dan aku senang mewarisi sebagian kecil sifat mama.

So, here I`m.

Thanks ma, semua karena cinta dan semangatmu.

Love U Mom.

Catatan Hati

ASS, Telah ku tinggalkan cemburu di sudut kamar gelap. Telah ku hanyutkan duka pada sungai kecil yang mengalir dari mataku. Telah ku kabarkan lewat angin gerimis tentang catatan hati yang terhampar di tiap jengkal sajadah.

*Disini masih mengagumimu, sejak dulu. Meski engkau telah direbut org. Takkan berkurang rasa itu buatmu.

*Disini turut bahagia melihatmu bahagia.


*) Hati

My Family is My Life.

Aku - Kakak - Adik - Mama - Bapak

Family is the smallest unit of the society. A good or bad person can be build up with the actions of the family. Generally the family means parents and children. In the modern world, most of the families have only three members including mother, father and son/daughter.

Foundation of a person is his or her family. It teaches us good qualities such as kindness, sharing, caring, and patience and develops our attitudes. Our parents are the first masters of our lives. So they are known as "Brahma". They teach us how to eat, how to write, how to behave and how to build up good relationships with others. Our family is the best friend of our lives. When we have won something it appreciates us, when we have failed it encourages us, when we are ill it helps us, when we have enemies it protects us. So family is like our shadow.

But unfortunately in the modern world this family has been shifted away. Now the society is running towards money. So good qualities, team spirit, family bond has marketed now. According to the industrialization each and everything has a value now. But can we assume a value for the bond between family members? Where is the family that I am searching for? What happened to it? Is it a dream or a thing in the past? No one answer these questions, because no one knows about the real value of a family and family bond.

It is possible that the whole world will be your enemy one day, but your family is with you forever.

My Family

My Family 

Have you ever been influenced by some important person that helped you be the person that you are today? I have been. The people that have had influence on me are the most important humans beings, my family. 

  I could begin the book of my life with a picture of my parents. They are important because they helped in my development. Also, they gave me the things that I needed to grow up in the moment that I needed and they still gave me everything that I needed to become somebody in the future. Among these things is the education that I have received all in my life, my basic needs like food, clothes, medicine, a place to live, and the most important thing, the love. Like for example, by being there when I needed somebody to talk to and giving me speeches when I do something wrong. Also, they care for me when I am sick and they give me the necessary things to get better. They teach me good values like how to behave, to respect other people, and to share with other people. Sometimes they push me in certain directions and have high expectations for me, but now I really appreciate everything they have taught me. I understand why they do certain things and it is because my parents want the best for me. On certain occasions I get mad, but later appreciate their words of wisdom and understand. My parents are wonderful.

  Now, about the rest of my family, my one sister and one brother, all I can say is that they are wonderful, too. With them I have learned to share, to have fun, and to understand different points of view in different situations. 

Thanks to my family today I can said all of these things to other people. 

I do not know who I am, where I am going - and I am the one who has to decide the answers to these hideous questions. ~Sylvia Plath

"Who are you? Could you describe yourself?" I often got that question in every interview. A question that sounds like as simple as "what is the color of the ocean?" Just like the ocean question you might answer it fast BLUE! Dah'... but is it really blue? are you sure? isn't it more like green? ... Do you know that the ocean appear to be blue because this is the color our eyes see?  But actually the ocean can be many other colors depending upon particles in the water, the depth of the water, and the amount of skylight also blue wavelengths are absorbed the least by the deep ocean water and are scattered and reflected back to the observer’s eye. Not so simple anymore right? just like "who are you?" question. I might answer I'm a cheerful, shy, witty or even mad person but isn't people eyes different with mine? they see the blue, but I am the particles inside... I could go rambling who I am as a person but people see what they see. The simplest way I can answer I am who I am, I couldn't get more correct answer than that.

So who are you? Who am I? anyone knows how to answer it?  Or could anybody help me giving me formula how to answer that correctly, so I won't sound so obnoxious every time I tried to describe myself. Or probably you could help? some of you knows me for more than 4 years, so I believe you'll be a great judge. 

“I know pretty much what I like and dislike but please, don't ask me who I am.”
― Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath

Oh my, I forgot to say Hello... Hello people how are you? do life treat you well? I hope they do... Well if you asking... I'm not in my best shape right now, losing some weight and tired both emotionally and physically... and yes you can blame it on the crazy exams they probably drained all my energy and sucked all my mood. Thank God it's over. About the result, oh well... please please do pray for me... I need many prayers from all of you, hehehe.

Talking about who I am, there's one thing that I quite sure I am and that is that I love to be lost in my own imagination... I just love to wander off, go to my happy place. A place only me can visit...  where I can be anything I want. Where I could be a princess, a fairy, or even a witch... and each of them have their own complicated stories that I hesitate to share.  I once asked what do you do when you running out of ideas or imagination? and I answered, I have no idea what I would do, because so far my head is full with tons of ideas and imagination and I swear, sometimes I feel like I'm about explode anytime soon, trust me maybe running out idea is a bad thing but having too many is also frustrating.

And in between my crazy schedule because all exams that sucked all my happy mood I manage to make a photo shoot. And this time is not a fashion post like always, but this time I let you see a hint of my head, what I do when I'm wander off. But of course this is just a super tiny hint of what goes inside my head and I can assure you everything 100 hundred times more beautiful in my head.  Ah we human... it's always our own limitation who tormented us.

Will leave you with many words from one of my favorite poet, Sylvia Plath.

Have a good day everyone... see you soon...

“Can you understand? Someone, somewhere, can you understand me a little, love me a little? 

For all my despair, for all my ideals, for all that - I love life.

 But it is hard, and I have so much - so very much to learn.”
― Sylvia Plath

Mimpiku sederhana...

mimpiku sederhana » jadi wirausahawan muda yg sukses n sejahtera, punya gerai oleh2 khas kota kelahran, punya yayasan pndidkn islami, puny usaha pengrhman brang antar pulau, bisa tnggal d kota kelhran dg isteri dan anak2 tercinta dg samara sambil ngurus ortu, menjajal kota2 eksotis d indonesia, makkah n madinah jg kota2 d eropa khususny venesia. Dll dll. Bnyak y? Dasar manusia :D